New necklace, cleansed crystals, reiki energy flowing. #turquoise #abalone #wood
"Usually we regard loneliness as an enemy. Heartache is not something we choose to invite in. It’s restless and pregnant and hot with the desire to escape and find something or someone to keep us company. When we rest in the middle, we begin to have a nonthreatening relationship with loneliness , a relaxing and cooling loneliness that completely turns our usual fearful patterns upside down"
We daydreamed all afternoon about running away and living on the road.
Giving in to a completely bohemian lifestyle. Nothing but some personal items, art supplies, and your basic bohemian trade goods.
I gave my heart to the idea of our little Taurus being nicknamed the Gypsy Wagon. Decorating Charlies collar with trinkets we found and some from trade.
Visiting communes where everyone was greeted with a hug and kind words. Where we didn’t need money, only good intentions and skills.
And then we got the phone call.. Husband’s been offered a 4am to noon, high paying job.
-And back down to reality I crash.
For fucks sake. Panic attack at work this morning, home for the afternoon. Thank god I have tomorrow off.
I just don’t know what’s wrong with me right now..